Wednesday, August 24, 2011

See what great love the Father has lavished on us

At our last open gym, I witnessed a short, seemingly insignificant interaction between a daughter and her father. In the moments I watched what was happening, God was speaking sweet words about His grace into my own heart. I immediately grabbed my iPod and took some notes on what I'd just seen. I'll simply copy what I wrote here for you to read:
Skipping along, excited to play, her chips suddenly fell from her hand and scattered to a mess all over the floor. Out came that bottom lip and a cry was about to burst from inside her. "DADDY!!" she screamed, and immediately turned to her father sitting nearby, panicked at the size of the mess she'd made. When she caught his attention, she pointed to the chips strewn all over the floor.
With gentle grace in his voice, he looked her in her eyes--those big, glistening blue eyes--and said, "It's okay, baby, just pick it up."
At the sound of her father's gentle words, it's as though she was instantly comforted, and the cry was snatched from erupting through her lips. She knelt down to her knees, and began scooping up the mess. Once she'd gathered all the chips up in her hands, she walked closer to her father and asked him pleadingly, "Where's the trash can?"
Her father held out his hands and said to her, "Here, give it to me. I'll throw it away for you."
The worry faded from her face as she handed him her mess, and as he took it from her, she grinned, hugged him, and that innocent, dimple-cheeked smile returned to her face. As her father walked to the trash can to throw away the chips that had made such a mess, she skipped away, hair bouncing on her shoulders, as she hummed a sweet tune.
As I sat back, soaking in the situation that played out before me, I couldn't help but notice the comparison to our own Father's gentle grace.
I think about how many times I've come running to God, crying about the latest mess I've made. But in His loving grace, he simply looks me back into my eyes and says, "It's okay, my daughter, just give the mess to me, and I'll clean it up for you." He reminds me of the price already paid, the death that took my sin and disposed of it on the cross, then left it in the grave. He doesn't scold me or shame me, just takes me by the hand and helps me back to my feet to start walking again.
What love and grace He has lavished on us! We had no right to be called children of God Most High, yet He chose to love us, to save us, to make us His. And when we fail or stumble, He casts no condemnation, for it's Christ's blood that has made us innocent, not our own absence of failure.
Oh, gracious God, how can we ever repay you? 
That's just it. We cannot repay him. We need not repay him. The work was finished on the cross, because it's the only payment that could ever satisfy. When we begin to grasp this incredible truth, how can we not offer Him anything but everything we've got?

We don't have much, but may we give what do we have--all of ourselves--to Him, in response to such great love that He has lavished on us.

May you walk in God's grace, clinging to the ways He has loved you.
May you curl up in His lap, and find that He casts no condemnation for your mistakes.
May this grace lead us to repentance, that we may walk deeper into wonderful fellowship with our Father.
"See what great love the Father has lavished on us, that we should be called children of God!..." 1 John 3:1
"The Lord our God is merciful and forgiving, even though we have rebelled against him" Daniel 9:9 

Monday, August 15, 2011

Does it not stir up our hearts?

Okay, guys. It's been a while, but give me a break...I've been out of the country ;)

Since we've been back from South Asia, there is one single thing that God has kept heavy on my heart. And I think it's best explained in a quote by one of my heros:
"Does it not stir up our hearts to go forth and help them, does it not make us long to leave our luxury, our exceeding abundant light, and go to them that sit in darkness?" - Amy Carmichael
Does it not stir up our hearts?

While in South Asia, so many of us were completely overwhelmed by all the darkness surrounding us. But here's one question--is it not dark in America, too? Or is it just that we are so immersed in the darkness of our own culture that we don't even see it anymore?

I've been burdened and convicted about the ways I've failed to carry God's light into the darkness around me here. And if you're like me, it's easy to respond to that conviction by shrinking back and being so overwhelmed by failure that you wonder how you'll ever walk back into the areas you've failed and do it right this time.

But then I'm reminded--"All authority on heaven and on earth has been given to me" (Matt 28:18). All authority belongs to Jesus, not to me. It's Jesus who saves, not me. Neither you nor I have any power to save, only Jesus.

The truth is, we are not able.
We are completely powerless.
Entirely weak.

Yet, God's power is made perfect in weakness. I can't explain it. I don't know how He does it. But He does it. Somehow, He does it.

So go.

And place no pressure on yourself to save or to speak the right words. After all, the power to save is not yours, and it is God's words that speak, not yours.

Find confidence in Christ's last words of His commission: "And behold, I am with you always, to the end of the age" (Matt 28:20).

What comfort to know that we do not fight this battle against darkness alone, for He is with us, to the end of the age.